Right now I have a lot of thoughts going through my head. I just had this wave a loneliness rush over me today. I don't have anything to do here in Lincoln...I know people I could text to hang out with, but I just don't know...gah! I don't even know how I'm feeling. Like it was great going to church here finally, after 4 weeks, but I just want to be home right now. Hang out with Emily, cuz she needs somebody right now, and spending time with my beautiful niece and my family.
It's my brother and sister-in-laws first anniversary today and it just takes me back to last year and all the fun we had at their wedding and the time I was able to spend with my family and friends.
I went for a walk today, and it was nice, but I just want to go with somebody...and to spend time outside at a park or star gazing with my friends and laughing and just being in community sharing my life and listening about the lives of those around me, but I'm just here...
Wow, my thoughts are very scattered...I just feel like there is something to be done, but I'm just sitting here missing out. But I don't know where to go...and I know there are things to be done for planning youth group, but I need to wait for Cubby to get back and yeah, I'm just thinking about way to much right now...I should pray. I think I will do that...
Thanks for reading my word vomit...sometimes it just comes out so scattered and ADD, and I just don't know what to do about it...lol
Love ya!
Alli
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